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Womb raiders (7): hachikuji◆anonwaha◇嗚呼◆anonwaha◇Rabbitfield◆Zitresh◇Otaku◆

★ Zitresh > do you need it? < ye *cuddles Rabbit* (2026/9/26-23:05:02)

★ Otaku > ima stream it pn giko naow (2026/9/26-23:04:43)

★ Rabbitfield > what did you do to the computer??? (2026/9/26-23:04:11)

System-chan > Otaku embraced rabbit (2026/9/26-23:04:05)

★ Otaku > @hug>rabbit (2026/9/26-23:04:05)

★ Rabbitfield > do you need it? (2026/9/26-23:03:59)

★ Otaku > i know depersonalizations/derealizations too well, no matter how much you feel it is a lie - it will improve <

(2026/9/26-23:03:57)

★ Otaku > WAHA HELP ME MY COMPUTER IS FUCKING DYING (2026/9/26-23:03:39)

★ Zitresh > Rabbitfield do you need a cuddle? (2026/9/26-23:03:37)

★ Rabbitfield > i know depersonalizations/derealizations too well, no matter how much you feel it is a lie - it will improve (2026/9/26-23:01:03)

★ Zitresh > i wasnt addicted at any point i did stupid amounts for spiritual/religious reasons < ohhhhhhhhhhh (2026/9/26-22:57:31)

★ Rabbitfield > okay im done about my condition (2026/9/26-22:57:30)

★ Rabbitfield > it was so emotional nobody understands me

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★ Rabbitfield > that is correct (2026/9/26-22:57:02)

★ Rabbitfield > yes (2026/9/26-22:56:58)

★ anonwaha◆bGTvsQ3YBE > and unlike those with serious conditions, u did it to urself, baka rabbit < well, Rabbit has converted and is no longer a drug addict sooo < yeah, now instead he's addicted to talking about his own brain b0rk on heyuri.net (2026/9/26-22:56:51)

★ Rabbitfield > i wasnt addicted at any point

i did stupid amounts for spiritual/religious reasons

(2026/9/26-22:56:15)

★ Zitresh > all the time sensory b0rk, insomnia, nightmares, anxiety, everything sounds like electricity, everything covered in sparks and dark fog i barely could see my own hand, depression hard, derealizations, delirium, anxiety all the time < and unlike those with serious conditions, u did it to urself, baka rabbit < well, Rabbit has converted and is no longer a drug addict sooo (2026/9/26-22:54:41)

★ Rabbitfield > heyuri 300gbs of miku songs magnet:?xt=urn:btih:580cef546ce3499f394fc7f8c56feff613d6ffc0&dn=VOCALOID-UTAU%20Discography&xl=301058164294 (2026/9/26-22:53:02)

★ Rabbitfield > i know waha (2026/9/26-22:50:51)

★ Rabbitfield > i would get super realistic nightmares to keep me up, and as i woke up i would see colors and shapes the entire world breaking as if i were tripping hard again, for it to disappear in like 10 seconds and feel the fear again, and again, and again (2026/9/26-22:50:45)

★ anonwaha◆bGTvsQ3YBE > all the time sensory b0rk, insomnia, nightmares, anxiety, everything sounds like electricity, everything covered in sparks and dark fog i barely could see my own hand, depression hard, derealizations, delirium, anxiety all the time < and unlike those with serious conditions, u did it to urself, baka rabbit (2026/9/26-22:50:39)

★ Rabbitfield > all the time sensory b0rk, insomnia, nightmares, anxiety, everything sounds like electricity, everything covered in sparks and dark fog i barely could see my own hand, depression hard, derealizations, delirium, anxiety all the time

(2026/9/26-22:49:23)

★ Zitresh > but it was still a torture < :( (2026/9/26-22:49:00)

★ Zitresh > what happened in it? if its something you dont mind talking about < some family stuff - the only thing i can say about this dream is that it was an argument with my mother (2026/9/26-22:48:39)

★ Rabbitfield > but it was still a torture (2026/9/26-22:47:53)

★ Rabbitfield > idk i started feeling like something more than a corpse after like 3 months (2026/9/26-22:47:43)

★ Rabbitfield > mine was about 3 weeks too (2026/9/26-22:47:18)

★ Zitresh > yeah and they kept me up for so long i started thinking id die from insomnia, i just wanted to call an ambulance for like 3 days straight < i also had insomnia for a while, but it went away after 3 weeks (2026/9/26-22:46:48)

★ 嗚呼 > what happened in it? if its something you dont mind talking about (2026/9/26-22:46:08)

★ Rabbitfield > yeah and they kept me up for so long i started thinking id die from insomnia, i just wanted to call an ambulance for like 3 days straight (2026/9/26-22:45:48)

★ anonwaha◆bGTvsQ3YBE > i just had bad dream last night :') < ;_; (2026/9/26-22:45:25)

★ Zitresh > i just had bad dream last night :') (2026/9/26-22:45:04)

★ Rabbitfield > nightmares were rendered so so good (2026/9/26-22:44:32)

★ Rabbitfield > they were most pronounced at the same time as i was getting nightmares all the time and getting woken up from them after sleeping for like 15 minutes into a delirious state of fear, my whole bed would be in sweat and my heart would beat like crazy for half an hour (2026/9/26-22:44:13)

★ Zitresh > zomg derealizations were so bad, like you know you gotta keep going but you cant and you cant help it < THISS (2026/9/26-22:43:02)

★ Rabbitfield > thats good, i have triple vision and its tiresome (2026/9/26-22:42:05)

★ Rabbitfield > zomg

derealizations were so bad, like you know you gotta keep going but you cant and you cant help it

(2026/9/26-22:41:52)

★ Zitresh > do you feel like colors spill out of things? < Nah and not really (2026/9/26-22:41:46)

★ Zitresh > are you getting derealizations? < Sometimes..Sometimes it seems to me that what is happening is a dream (2026/9/26-22:41:05)

★ Rabbitfield > do you feel like colors spill out of things? (2026/9/26-22:41:03)

★ Rabbitfield > do you get double/triple/whatever vision? (2026/9/26-22:40:55)

★ Zitresh > are you purely riding on medicine or are you getting psychologist too? < i have psychologist too, since 2024 (2026/9/26-22:40:10)

★ Zitresh > yeah afterimages feel liek your vision gets dirty with bright objects you were looking at just a while ago < i have this thing, i see lines of an object in front of my eyes that i have been looking at for a long time - noted (2026/9/26-22:39:39)

★ Rabbitfield > are you purely riding on medicine or are you getting psychologist too? (2026/9/26-22:39:34)

★ Rabbitfield > are you getting derealizations? (2026/9/26-22:38:37)

★ Zitresh > i think they give you clonezopam in those pills, this is a long acting benzo, probably one pill a day < ooo (2026/9/26-22:37:23)

★ Rabbitfield > yeah afterimages feel liek your vision gets dirty with bright objects you were looking at just a while ago (2026/9/26-22:37:21)

★ Zitresh > do you feel like if you stare at an object long enough without moving or adjusting eyes you see some outline made of darkness/light around it? do you get afterimages (palinopsia)? < rather the second one (2026/9/26-22:36:47)