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★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > i mean over-doing. it's hard to physiologically overdose on it if i'm not wrong. some really mad doses are required. what i'm trying to say is i wonder if it makes sense to go beyond a point at which any meaningful experience can be discerned and remembered (2025/11/18-03:04:20)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > Text started to move in all directions like water waves, letters started getting thicker and thinner (even the same letter in two different spots were doing the opposites), at some point text started twitching, and this quare for tripcodes started switching places with letters like minecraft server motd animation going back and forth (2025/11/18-03:03:50)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > I do not think it is overdosing. I feel fine but I am aware I cannot put my guard down. I personally look to dissolve, touch nirvana for a bit, and challenge my psychological abilities dancing next to psychosis. (2025/11/18-03:00:42)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > Yeah that happens (2025/11/18-03:00:03)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > i waited for about 30 mins and i was becoming anxious that it might not work and when it these outlines started to appear i kinda prayed that it'll stop there xD (2025/11/18-02:59:49)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > i remember the first time i did it i really tried to follow how it evolves and the first thing i noticed was that objects started becoming outlined just like in cartoons xD (2025/11/18-02:58:33)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > dunno i'm not sure if overdoing it makes sense, but i wanna try higher doses to see what's manageable (2025/11/18-02:57:19)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > oh LOL i think i live through both my deepest traumas and my most cherished joys each time (2025/11/18-02:56:34)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > Waiting till 600 makes me a cripple (2025/11/18-02:56:31)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > And yeah I barely can walk (2025/11/18-02:55:54)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > I feel like sitting, I only wanna stand up after the peak (2025/11/18-02:55:38)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > Kind of wild, most important part because the leading train of thought molds like steel, we better pray it is not a railway to hell! (2025/11/18-02:54:52)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > and then, for me, there's always a really intense urge to run away somewhere (2025/11/18-02:54:28)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > yeah those stormy phases are so intense that they feel physical. like being on a really shitty amusement ride (2025/11/18-02:53:36)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > Rainbow of joy runs through my veins! (2025/11/18-02:52:43)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > I know LOL

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★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > if that paints any picture (2025/11/18-02:49:23)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > I would say so too, I am too new to it to describe every phase of trip developing yet (2025/11/18-02:49:20)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > because during peaks it's more like being in some sort of washing machine of abstract concepts (2025/11/18-02:49:15)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > yeah, that's definitely it, but for me it was during the periods when it sort of smoothed out (2025/11/18-02:48:36)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > So you suddenly hear and see and notice everything. Some are hallucinations but hallucinations arise mostly from real sensory input being misinterpreted and subconscious who lacks necessary information to make sense of it so it just paints whatever feels right like AI generator. That is what I believe happens. Hallucinations stack like AI steps on image generation a few times every second, like 3 to 15 layers I would say but I never measured time and estimated. If you do not reset the illusion it will just stack and become something of its own after you let it morph enough. (2025/11/18-02:48:08)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ >

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★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > Resetting illusion means refocusing. Like blinking, looking somewhere else, changing sound input like turning off/changing music or making a sound like coughing so the streak of the illusion breaks. And most of all thinking about something else while doing everything above at the same time. Illusion can often be broken if you escape the train of thought by refocusing. Ideally completely forgetting you ever saw that illusion so that you do not fall back into it each time. It is hard to explain. (2025/11/18-02:46:02)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > i think you describe this part really well (2025/11/18-02:45:59)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > My first was 450 because I ate 150 and felt nothing after like 30-45 minutes. I believed i bought trash and ate another 300. Not 2 minutes passed and I was sucked into it entirely for an extremely wild ride. (2025/11/18-02:45:29)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > My rambling if anyone is interested what is visible at that level https://img.heyuri.net/b/koko.php?res=162402#p2_162450 https://up.heyuri.net/src/4972.png https://img.heyuri.net/b/koko.php?res=162301#p2_162358 https://img.heyuri.net/b/koko.php?res=162402#p2_162443 (2025/11/18-02:39:17)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > It is sometimes hard to remain sane but that is so weird and fun (2025/11/18-02:38:00)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > And mine is so pure (2025/11/18-02:36:54)

★ normie◆S9rhaQBSO. > oh yeah, i'd love to try salvia as well, i didn't mention it because i'm not sure if it counts as a psychedelic (2025/11/18-02:36:53)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > KYAAA my first was 450 and my regular is 450-500 and aiming for 600 on full reset. It is mental hell in a way, nothing is real, i am not real (2025/11/18-02:36:48)