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★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > i read on it but they mostly list very general stuff like how to spot it in general terms and that there is no cure, but whatever goes inside the mind at that time is interesting as only people going through psychosis have any chance of explaining it (2025/12/14-01:31:24)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > i am interested in the mechanisms of actual psychosis (2025/12/14-01:30:01)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > i think i made it suffer so bad last time, in peak my conscious disconnected "ego death", but then i returned and something inside me could not take it anymore despite my conscious saying it will be alright and knowing it will stop, at some point just like other parts of my brain subconscious disconnected and my conscious truly was alone and then my conscious (me) panicked and psychosis entered because i could not shift the burden of filtering out hallucinations onto my more base level mechanisms like subconscious (2025/12/14-01:28:54)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > i am interested what is the relationship of personality and the subconscious, and what is that which makes me stressed out for no reason due to last scary rainbow crash, is that which makes me afraid the subconscious? is subconscious more of a true person overshaded by my conscious, and why is it so impulsive and stupid? (2025/12/14-01:25:14)

★ Tessa◆3tYDGLGe2Y > empirically prove these are real mechanisms and i wish to understand them < do you have ideas on what questions you want answered? ive explored a bit into psychology and culture (2025/12/14-01:20:11)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > and i need ( ˶‾ ꒳ ‾˵) added to the kaomoji list, it is too cute (2025/12/14-01:15:02)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > my new little quest is to learn psychology ( ˶‾ ꒳ ‾˵) i empirically prove these are real mechanisms and i wish to understand them because something deep inside me is still disturbed and stresses constantly (2025/12/14-01:14:39)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > i would need to ask the guy, complicated (2025/12/14-01:09:50)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > ah i forgot! (2025/12/14-01:09:38)

★ Tessa◆3tYDGLGe2Y > have you gotten back your exam results, rabbitfield? (2025/12/14-01:06:43)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > lovely heyuri css! (2025/12/14-01:00:49)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > this is what future has for us in store! (2025/12/14-00:56:35)

★ Tessa◆3tYDGLGe2Y > we would need mr president to be reborned as a cyborg < someone somewhere has probably trained an LLM on trumps writing's and speeches, the only thing left is to upload it to a robot animu girl to attract voters

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★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > often there are thoughts that i would want to transmit and get a feedback on, but there is no words for them or if i put them into words they will be misinterpreted for the most part (2025/12/14-00:50:54)

★ yakuruto◆x1yMC5lu4g > merry christmas

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★ redanon > zomg kurisumasu has arrived to heyuri ＼（＾Ｏ＾）／ (2025/12/14-00:09:23)

★ deeptoot > i take would take a nap in the evening and draw at night ヽ(´ー｀)ノ (2025/12/13-23:58:17)

★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ > mirinizing teh chat with hokke

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★ Rabbitfield◆K3cusw/xPQ >

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★ redanon > well "easily" = lots of coffee (＾_＾；) (2025/12/13-22:01:39)

★ redanon > i was able to do it easily up to my 20s - now it rapes my brain to even sleep late (；_；) (2025/12/13-22:00:44)

★ yakuruto◆x1yMC5lu4g > sometimes i've even slept twice in one day because i'm so tired (2025/12/13-21:53:44)

★ yakuruto◆x1yMC5lu4g > i don't - i can't stay up as long as i used to (＾_＾；) (2025/12/13-21:51:56)

★ redanon > man, i don't know how you guyz do it (2025/12/13-21:43:21)

★ anonwaha◆bGTvsQ3YBE > i'm going to bed for the first time in 2 days (2025/12/13-21:32:12)

System-chan > anonwaha lies down for a nap...

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★ anonwaha◆bGTvsQ3YBE > @nap (2025/12/13-21:31:55)

System-chan > yakuruto woke up!

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★ yakuruto◆x1yMC5lu4g > @wakeup (2025/12/13-21:26:05)

★ deeptoot > send a search team to find pez hes been missing for a while (;´Д`) (2025/12/13-20:25:44)