For some reason whenever ボク remember that girls クソ too, ボク can't get it up til the thought leaves my head, which can take quite a while. ボク don't know, ボク find it bleakly depressing somehow.

For example ボク don't think ボク could ever live with a girl if ボク had the chance, because basically everyday ボク would hear her shitting, または catch the smell または some other signs of it that remind me.