It feels like just yesterday when communities centered around stuff like ai, vr etc. were still cool and not filled with grifting, when early 2000s aestheticposting wasn't overdone as fuck, even super niche shit like the i2p community (not ip2, invisible internet project) is being raided by TOR dnm users... it's getting harder and harder to find stuff that isn't infected. Am I just getting old?

Look at this guy do you like him? He's cool and he is wearing sunglasses.
(-(///)_(///)-)

give me something to do

any random loli would do. maybe go fetch some random girl from a middle school and declare her to be your imouto.

And show how you would make it work for you.( ´ω`)

For me it would be the power to make any person vomit whenever I wanted. If I'm getting shit at work I can make my boss puke up. If there's a class I want to get out of, well I can do that easily if everyone who was supposed to attend is doubled over in the toilet. That faggot who raced passed me in his shitty sports car? Wouldn't it suck if he hurled all over his windshield and swerved off the road?

That robber approaching me, in a dark alleyway? You might say I'm fucked, since he's got a gun, or some huge ass knife. But that would mean nothing if I can make him puke so hard that he launches against teh wall and breaks his neck!!!ヽ(`Д´)ノ

Additionally, if I'm ever doing anal with a girl, and we have no lube, well,the puke will make a worthy substitute, don't you think?

What do you think it will look like in a year?
In five years?
I'm curious.(´ー`)

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i can't find any proper irl people to talk to. everyone seems so normal. they talk about normal stuff. i can't start conversations. when i attempt to start conversations people just freeze and don't know how to answer.

Good evening Heyuri.I've had a minor epiphany about myself, and maybe about human psychology in general. You be the judge.

Earlier today I was arrested. It was a minor infraction, and I was out in an hour.In that hour I conducted myself the same way I usually do when I'm in trouble. I glared, I folded my arms, I was forthright, exceedingly so--I was even a little bit funny. It was my first time being arrested, so I was kind of freaking out, but generally I think I projected an air of being at ease, even a bit dismissive of the whole thing.

Contrast this with my usual behaviour. Let's say talking to girls. In that case I'm a pansy. I avoid their gazes, I fidget around, I stumble over my words trying to say the right thing. My jokes are shit, assuming I even attempt any.Sometimes I even break into a nervous sweat.

Now why is this? That I can be so bullheaded in the former situation but so cowardly in the latter one. Well I was thinking that there must be two types of confidence used in different situations. Offensive confidence vs Defensive confidence.

Offensive confidence to me is that confidence you use in pursuing your own goals, things you don't strictly have to do but can if you like; liek the example I gave of talking to girls, though it can include stuff like making friends or pursuing business deals or something.

Defensive confidence is the sort you use when you've been put on the spot,like I was at the police station. When you have to keep yourself together so you can defend yourself you can put it to use. Some people really start gibbering when they're put in an uncomfortable postion.Not so with others.

So what, do you think it's legit? Have you noticed something like this yourself? Which one is more developed for you?

An old Irish farmer's dog goes missing and he's inconsolable.(;´Д`)
His wife says "Why don't you put an advert in the paper?"(´ー`)
He does, but two weeks later the dog is still missing.（ ’～’）
"What did you put in the paper?" his wife asks.(・∀・)
"Here boy" he replies.( ´ω`)